BAH HUMBUG and other christmas curses

hey guys,

i know i ve been MIA for some time now but ive got a legit reason. ive been hiding out from my family. i just cant take it. i love them more from a distance. i cant take being here, im trapped and it sucks. my poor sweet husband just gives me encouragement to get through the day. this christmas break is the dumps, now with christmas pretty much around the corner. is it too early for me to say Bah humbug and such?

i beleive

in rocking out by yourself in the car

in laughing until your stomach hurts at a good jokes

in cuddling with a good book and a warm blanket

in a good glass of wine

i married the most handsome soldier in the army

(whats better than a man in class a's)

what do you guys beleive

he cooked for me!!

excuse his scruff, we dont shave on off days ;)

hey ladies, how have you all been? weve just been living in our little world working and going to school. remember in earlier post i said that the hubs never cooked well he surprised me on his off day and made me lunch. we had a wonderful lunch of chilli cheese dogs and chilli cheese tots. it was  very cute of him and he took so much time and made sure everything was cooked right. and get this, he made lemonade to go with it. my little cooking man lol. but on a serious note, i was so happy that he cared enough to make me some food, no matter what he made i would have been over joyed,  he has really been taking things into his own hands lately. taking trash out on his way to work, loading the dish washer, and helping fold clothes.  hes really taken a load off of me. later days guys.

going home

hey guys, how are you? itss the time of year when people are becomming friendlier, the weather is getting chillier, and we are thinking of going home to our families. well for me im thinking of two of the three things previously mentioned. heres a hint, its not the third one. i love my family but i just dont like to be around them. i really really really dont. they just aggravate me and they dont respect my husband. they dont respect how hard he works to provide for us. he wasnt always a soldier. when we first met, he was a struggling college student just like me. but when we met it was like dynamite and we just knew we were going to be together. now my family is what i like to call the "closet conservatives" they act all liberal but i swear a they are just a diferent breed of people. (no offense to any republicans that might read, honestly im a fence rider). my family hated him instantly and then we got married. now dont think i married him to "piss off mommy" because i didnt i honestly love my husband with everything that i am. when we first married we were dirt poor. i mean we wanted to be on rock bottom. not that we have millions in the bank now but to come from where we were to here, major improvement. it was so bad that my mother told me to pick out what box i want to live in, because if i stayed with him that is where i would be. but when he enlisted he became "loved" but they still talk down. and i feel like im not going to be subjected to that and neither is my husband. everyone hates my cousins wife, but no one said anything when he married her. why is it so different for me?

i beleive

1)in true love..
 i feel that true love is like ghost, everyone talks about it and only few have seen it.

2) healing power of music
 i dont know about you guys but music has always been there for me when everyone else walked out.

3) marriage
 i feel that if two people love each other whats a better way of showing it. but a piece of paper doesnt show anymore commitment, you can be married in your heart

4) the family you come from is not as important as the family you will have
 all we can do is try our hardest to better ourselves so that we can give our children better.

5) date nights
 it doesnt matter if you have been together 5 weeks or 5 years, always have a date night. it doesnt mean go out it could just be watching a movie and a glass of wine.

what do you beleive in

things that i like...

hey guys im uber bored and i am gonna make a list of stuff i like. to let you guys get a better idea of what makes me awesome..

1) the hubs, hes just as cool.

2) ice cream, when its hot when its cold, when its just right, its always an ice cream night. ok wow im unleashing my inner rapper.

3)playstation 3

 160 gigs of pure fun!

4) nike dunks..

 leather, suede, or both....pick your poisen

5)red vines

 i am an addict

6) call of duty

 enough said

well thats it for now. maybe later ill post some things i dont like so much. later days

my future puppy

ok guys so ive been puppy searching and falling in love with all these different types of dogs and i cant decide what kind i like the best. now ive fallen in love with siberian huskies. saw what you will. but ive learned that they have NO WOLF in them what so ever, they were bred to look like that so that they could survive the cold. and from what im reading they are alot of work, but hey im a young woman with time time time lol. so i mean how could you not love this  


or this



now i know they grow up to be pretty big, but with  a man in the army and him being gone a lot i would feel better. now the big thing is what color do i just love the most. I love the black and white, but the red is growing on me. oh the decisions. but what ever little guy or girl come to our home you guys will get the first pictures. later dayz